Abraham and Sarah are my role models. I remember crying on my bedroom floor one evening early in our marriage as I was packing boxes I had only unpacked three short months before. We were moving… again. It was a ministry move, and it was a preview to the transient global life we would choose a few years later.
In this moment of self-pity, pining over not having a permanent place to call home, my thoughts turned to Abraham and Sarah. I thought of how they pitched a tent all those years, waiting for God to fulfill His promise for a nation and land (Genesis 12:1-9; 13:14-18). They never had a permanent home here on earth. They didn’t get to see their descendants move to and live in the promised land. But they believed (Hebrews 11:8-9). They had faith in the One who is faithful to keep His promises, even if it meant they never saw it with their own eyes. They knew their permanent home was far better than any security a nation and land here on earth could give them. Eternity with their Father awaited them, and therein laid their hope. Until then, they would live as foreigners and nomads.
Our global life is similar to Abraham and Sarah’s, living as foreigners in a land we’re not from and often returning to a place that no longer feels like home. The people we’ve come to minister to remind us in their subtle (or sometimes not-so-subtle) ways that we do not belong here. Yet, our global life changes us in such ways that the place we come from now feels foreign to us. It’s good to feel these things… the not belonging anywhere. This alien feeling helps us long for heaven, an eternal home of peace and security, where all of life is worship to our Father. It emboldens us to passionately share the Good News.
So the next time you’re living from boxes or suitcases, think of the faithful ones who lived this life before us, and count yourself privileged to be among them.
What makes you feel at “home?” Is there a piece of furniture, a photograph or wall hanging, or a certain meal that makes your dwelling feel more like home? When that feeling of “home” can’t be found, what attributes of God or Bible verses bring you comfort?
When we moved to Ireland, we knew the rental homes would come furnished. Thankfully we didn’t have much furniture to bring over, but we did have our own bed. After living on borrowed items for a month, our new home in Ireland finally felt complete once our container arrived and our bed was put in place. Having our own bed from Texas made our house feel like home, and it has been the same in the four moves since. Fluctuating with the rental market, never really feeling secure, wondering if our landlord will renew our lease or decide to sell the house, I have often had to lean into our never-changing, steady, secure, and faithful God.
When I struggle, I remind myself of Jesus’ words in John 16:33, “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” And what are some of the “these things” Jesus had been telling the disciples? He mentions preparing a place for them in heaven, being one with Him and the Father, and giving them the Holy Spirit. Thinking on those things comforts my troubled heart.