My husband and I are about to make a BIG change. After almost twenty years of either living as, training for, or being a part of equipping cross-cultural workers, we are stepping out of full-time ministry. Leaving behind years of fruitful labor, good memories and not-so-good ones, years that formed us as a family of four and made us who we are all these years later.  

There are many emotions rattling around in my heart. Many fears and wrestlings with identity. 

Who will I be when the title “cross-cultural woman” fades away? 

A friend once challenged me with Paul’s words in Colossians, where he exhorts the church to let the peace of Christ rule in their hearts. She asked the question: “Sarah, what is ruling in your heart?” 

Wow. The boldness of her question stopped me in my tracks. I knew the answer, at that time, was certainly NOT peace. Fear. Anxiety. Pride, maybe. 

Ouch. 

But you know what’s encouraging? Paul, his words inspired by the Holy Spirit, doesn’t command us to manufacture a peace in the midst of our anxiety and our doubt. 

To conjure up some courage of our own to conquer all fear. 

Our role is passive, at best. We are called to LET. To allow the peace of Christ, peace that’s already provided, waiting, and available, to rule in our hearts.

And what is the result of this “letting”? A thankful heart—one that is secure and resting in the One who has it all under control. 

And you know what? As my family and I step out in faith into this new season, God has been so faithful to remind me of His peace, available to take rule in my heart each day. It truly passes understanding!

Reminiscent of Jeremiah’s praise in Lamentations: “His mercies are new every morning,” I am thankful that I can daily return to this posture of humility, ready to allow His peace to rule above my own understanding or perceived sense of control.

He graciously invites us to peace and only waits for us to receive it.