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Devotional

Trusting God for the Strength to Continue

by LAURIE M. TRUST Serving joyfully Trust Dependence Reliance Overwhelmed
Trusting God for the Strength to Continue
"Some time later the brook dried up because there had been no rain in the land. Then the word of the Lord came to him: 'Go at once to Zarephath in the region of Sidon and stay there. I have directed a widow there to supply you with food.' So he went to Zarephath. When he came to the town gate, a widow was there gathering sticks. He called to her and asked, 'Would you bring me a little water in a jar so I may have a drink?' As she was going to get it, he called, 'And bring me, please, a piece of bread.' 'As surely as the Lord your God lives,' she replied, 'I don’t have any bread—only a handful of flour in a jar and a little olive oil in a jug. I am gathering a few sticks to take home and make a meal for myself and my son, that we may eat it—and die.' Elijah said to her, 'Don’t be afraid. Go home and do as you have said. But first make a small loaf of bread for me from what you have and bring it to me, and then make something for yourself and your son. For this is what the Lord, the God of Israel, says: ‘The jar of flour will not be used up and the jug of oil will not run dry until the day the Lord sends rain on the land.’' She went away and did as Elijah had told her. So there was food every day for Elijah and for the woman and her family. For the jar of flour was not used up and the jug of oil did not run dry, in keeping with the word of the Lord spoken by Elijah."
1 Kings 17:7-16

Many of us know what it feels like to be exhausted and spent–so weary that even hope has dried up. In those moments, what do we do when God calls upon us to do one more thing?


There was the time one August when our family was making final preparations to go to our church family camp. What had been days of shopping, packing, and cleaning had been complicated by water shortages, high temperatures, and ever-changing plans. My flexibility hit its limit the morning of our departure when we were asked to pick up and entertain the camp speakers for the day. 


These were the kind of guests we would typically honor with days of cleaning and food prep. But we had nothing. The fridge was empty, and it was too late–and hot–for me to run out with the kids to buy anything we needed for hosting. Furthermore, when I opened the cupboard to try to create something, I was met with the intoxicating fragrance of bacteria from an exploded can of peas. The clock continued to tick, and I had about 30 minutes before the guests arrived. The lack of food in the kitchen mirrored the lack of love in my heart. More than a miracle of food supply and a clean house, I desperately needed a miracle of a heart transformation.


I quickly threw up a prayer, “Lord, fill my heart with your peace and love. The situation in my home and in my heart are almost comical. Right now, I’m feeling trapped, and I’m fuming! Help me Jesus. Help me trust you and help me love.”


Calmed with a fresh wave of peace, I wiped down the kitchen, threw dishes into the dishwasher, ran the vacuum over the hall and living room, and called for carry-out. When the guests arrived, we were able to welcome them with a clean-enough house, cool water, a warm lunch, and gracious hearts. We humbled ourselves, enjoyed the fellowship, honored our guests in Jesus’ name, and were blessed beyond measure. Moreover, God filled my heart with everything I needed to trust him and honor through the day.


Closing Prayer
God, without you, we are nothing. Without you, we cannot reflect you and love you. Furthermore, we cannot even find it in ourselves to trust you. Lord, give us the grace to call upon your name in every moment. Help us to trust in you and not in our own selves. Help us to walk in that faith that you are with us and you will aid us. Thank you for being near to us and for sustaining us in every moment. Let us walk in you and look to you for everything we need. In Jesus name, Amen.
Resources
Book: The Gospel-Centered Life by Robert H. Thune and Will Walker Sometimes our ability to love the people around us is limited because of idols in our hearts. I have had to periodically examine my heart. Chapter Seven of this book, titled “The Gospel of Grace Propels us Outwards,” has been a resource that walked me through deeper heart work when I find myself unable to love those around me. Through this chapter, I had to dig deeper and discover my internal blocks to loving in harder moments as well as to find The Source for loving others.
Question for Reflection

I wonder, how do we pray and how do we find the courage to trust and give again when everything in us has been used up?

Comments
Laurie M.
November 05, 2020

In these moments, I have found that God is actually inviting me to lay down my defenses, my agenda, and my pride. He wants me to acknowledge that without him I can do no good thing and to ask him to help me love him and honor him in the given situation. This frequently involves me lowering my expectations from what I thought of as a grandiose plan to something simpler. In those times, I realize that my inflated plans were not actually bringing glory to him but were an attempt to make myself look good. Also, I remember that God has always helped me and has never let me be put to shame.