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Devotional

Holes in the Roof

by JILLIAN KITTRELL CONTENTMENT Reliance
Holes in the Roof
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"Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me—put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you. I rejoiced greatly in the Lord that at last you renewed your concern for me. Indeed, you were concerned, but you had no opportunity to show it. I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through him who gives me strength."
Philippians 4:4-13

I woke up this morning to my husband staring at the hallway ceiling outside our bedroom door. Water was dripping down the wall, bubbling up behind my favorite shade of grey paint. It’s been raining all week in Tennessee, and apparently, we have a weak spot in our roof.  


We aren’t newbies to the water leakage game. Our cement roof in Haiti had more cracks than we could count. One, in particular, was right over our bed. During the rainy season, we had to drape towels over our mosquito net. If not, our faces would be drenched by more than just sweat come morning.  


I must confess, I have a hard time being content when there are holes in my roof. When the rain comes inside my house. Drips down my walls. Splashes on my face while sleeping. In moments like these, I have to force myself to remember that God never promised to keep me, or the inside of my house, dry. What He did promise, however, is peace.  


Philippians 4 is, perhaps, my favorite chapter in the whole Bible. Here, Paul tells us not to be anxious about anything, but to instead bring all our troubles to God (v.6). He later goes on to share that he has learned to be content in life, no matter the circumstances (v.11). I love knowing that Paul’s ability to be content was a learned behavior. Contentment didn’t come naturally for him either. He had to learn how to focus his mind on “whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable” (v.8). Only then could he be truly content.  


In verse 9, Paul tells us to put into practice what we have learned from him. And if we do, God’s peace will be with us. Maybe you don’t have a leaky roof in your house right now, but is there something else in your life that is keeping you from being content? If so, take time today to learn from Paul. Refocus your mind on all that is good. Present your request to God. “And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus” (v.9). 


Closing Prayer
Dear God, Just like Paul, I must learn to be content in all things. Content in every season. In every situation. I confess, this isn’t easy for me, but I am willing for you to teach me. God, please teach me to focus my mind on the things that are true, noble, right, pure, lovely, and admirable. As I do so, please fill me daily with your peace that passes all understanding. Guard my heart. Guard my mind. And help me to be continually thankful. Amen.
Resources
Book: One Thousand Gifts by Ann Voskamp I read this book during a season where contentment was far from my soul. Ann’s journey of documenting all the gifts in her life taught me that the key to being content is first being thankful.
Question for Reflection

When you find yourself feeling discontented, what spiritual practices have you learned over time to help your mind and your heart refocus?

Comments
Jillian Kittrell
February 10, 2021

This morning when my husband pointed out the leak in our roof, I felt a wave of discontentment rush over me. My first reaction was an eye roll, a grunt, and then a moment of panic. How in the world could we afford this right now? But then my youngest son, Judah, rolled over in my bed, opened his eyes, and placed his little 1-year-old hand on my cheek. How could I complain about a roof when I have this sweet little child to have and to hold? Just one look at my baby and my mind refocused…on what was true, what was pure, what was lovely…just like Paul had taught me. And then even while rain water dripped onto my hallway floor, I found peace. It sounds so cliché to say that in moments of discontentment I have learned to just pause, breathe, and count my blessings. But for me, this intentional practice of realizing my blessings helps put my mind back into a perspective of contentment.