On my run the other day, I turned the corner and found myself chasing my shadow. This is a rare occurrence where we live on the west coast of Ireland. Most days of the year our sky is filled with a blanket of clouds, often producing some form of precipitation, so there are no shadows to speak of. Well, as my shadow remained steadily ahead of me, I thought how often I get caught up “chasing shadows” instead of resting steadily under the blanket of God’s care.

In hopes of finding peace, joy, or fulfillment, I get caught up in the race of pursuing things my sinful heart desires or things the world values. I chase after the acceptance of my colleagues and approval of my role as pastor’s wife. I seek security in the number shown in our savings account and the healthy habits I establish for our family. But these pursuits are elusive. Just as I will never catch my shadow, those things in life will never bring me lasting acceptance, approval, or security. What I truly long for will remain unsatisfied, and chasing shadows will wear me down.

Only when a blanket of clouds rolls in and my shadow disappears can my striving cease. My heartbeat slows. My breathing calms. I regulate the rhythm of my pace and rest in the steady cadence of my footfall. A sense of peace and stillness brings joy to my stride. It almost feels as if I could run for days on end. Like that blanket of clouds, God’s care for us steadies our insecurities. He is infinitely able to meet all our needs (physical and emotional). Resting in God’s sovereign care (Psalm 23), abiding in Christ’s love (John 15), and submitting to the Spirit’s guidance (Romans 8) lead us to contentment. In relating with our triune God, we find peace, joy, and fulfillment. No matter what our situation in life, we are satisfied in Him (Philippians 4:11-13).

Where do you find yourself today, chasing shadows or resting steadily in God’s care? Let’s pray we end up in the latter.