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Devotional

Alone in a Crowd

by KAY L. ISOLATION & LONELINESS Feeling known & understood Trust Hope Discouragement
Alone in a Crowd
“And a woman was there who had been subject to bleeding for twelve years, but no one could heal her. She came up behind him and touched the edge of his cloak, and immediately her bleeding stopped. 'Who touched me?’ Jesus asked. When they all denied it, Peter said, “Master, the people are crowding and pressing against you.’ But Jesus said, ‘Someone touched me; I know that power has gone out from me.’ Then the woman, seeing that she could not go unnoticed, came trembling and fell at his feet. In the presence of all the people, she told why she had touched him and how she had been instantly healed. Then he said to her, ‘Daughter, your faith has healed you. Go in peace.’”
Luke 8:43-48

Picture it. A crowded street overloaded with clamoring people all pressing in just to get a glimpse of Him. Shoulder to shoulder all shoving their way to get an inch closer. Noise is deafening. Heat suffocating. Dirt from the street kicks up and creates clouds of dust. Through the maddening crowd, she crawls through. She dodges a foot here and another there as she inches her way to Him. Does anyone even see her? Desperate and motivated, as a last-ditch effort for healing, she reaches as far as her body can stretch. Just half an inch more! One more push, even if she gets stepped on, she reaches one more time to touch the edge of His cloak. Suddenly, it happens! A rush of heat, a feeling of weights coming off, and an energy she has never felt overwhelms her. As she pats around her body in awe, He stops and asks who touched Him. Nobody noticed her before and nobody notices her even now. Convinced that someone touched Him, Jesus bends down and sees the one that no one even knew was there. From that moment on, her life was changed. Not only was she healed, but she was never alone again.  


For twelve years the woman with the issue of blood was alone in a world full of people. Because of her illness, no one could be around her. No one hugged her in her times of loneliness. Doctors were baffled by her condition and gave up any remedy. I imagine there were times when she was forgotten, isolated for days, months, and years. Then her faith rose up. Despite what doctors had said, foregoing the feeling of despair and isolation that loneliness can evoke, she pushed through and was met by kind eyes and a healing touch. Of all those in the crowd at the moment, the only one that Jesus focused on was her. Can we walk with such faith when we are overcome by loneliness? So many times, we can feel so alone even though we are in a crowded room ministering to so many. Even at a party of friends, we can feel lonely when we are missing family back home. It is in these times that we can remember the example of this tenacious woman. Push through, my friend. Keep going through the crowd and reach out to Him. He will meet you and you’ll never be alone again. 


Closing Prayer
Heavenly Father, Thank you for seeing me. In a world of chaos and crazy schedules packed with people, I know You see me. Thank you for being a constant companion and friend. I never have to feel alone when I am with You. Forgive me when I forget that you are near. I ask that You fill the empty places of my heart and soul. Thank you for being my ever-present help in time of need. Amen.
Resources
Book: Gold by Moonlight: Sensitive Lessons From a Walk With Pain by Amy Carmichael A collection of stories by Amy Carmichael, single female global worker in India for 55 years.
Question for Reflection

Think of a time of loneliness. What did you do to encourage yourself and get out of that place of loneliness?

Comments
Kay L.
February 15, 2024

During our sabbatical back in our home country, I felt very alone because I didn’t have friends or family that really understood my life. Nothing I said made sense to people around me. They were loving and caring but I knew they didn’t understand and I desperately wanted to be understood. It was during this time I just really had to draw closer to God for my comfort and sense of being understood. Reading the Psalms also helped me feel validated in my frustrations and emotions.